21 2 / 2013
New Tumblr…..it’s coming soon. I have neglected you for too long. I apologize.
21 2 / 2013
Within the next 84 days, it will make a year and two days since the last time I held him. Kissed him. Embraced his presence, breathed the same air. I don’t write just to write. I do it because he’s got this hold on my heart. The kind that makes it hard to breathe, to think, to do much of anything. The level of comfortability is unreal. The constant thoughts of just him. The wondering “what is he doing”? My dreams are about him, my nightmares are about losing him and even when I try to focus on something else, only he come to mind. The catch? He’s not mine. Unofficially he is. I don’t share him. He doesn’t share me. Yet, there is no title, titles have always complicated things. I’ve never felt closer to a man in my life, he’s my best friend. I would marry this man and never leave his side. Through sickness and in health. Until death do us ‘part. We have talked about marriage. We have talked about family. I don’t want that with anyone else but him. Yet here I am telling strangers how I feel about this man, and he still remains…….